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Up Front With The Macheté

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You will find my “personal story” recounted on this web site in extensive detail. I have much written about my work and my purpose and my life that intimately reveals the essence of who I am — which is how I have always taught — by not bothering to teach, but by just being who I am and being honest about it. If anyone is drawn to read my web site, it means they were vibrationally attracted (Physics Law of Attraction) and that they have now or will soon have the exact same lessons to learn, or vast dreams to build.

I have chosen to open up my life in writing for a number of reasons. The main reason is that I am strongly compelled to do so for my own personal growth, to record my observations and my process in a conscious, self-disclosed, and symbolically interpreted way. Mine is a life examined. However, in offering my account of the always interesting and often magical events and interpretations of my journey, my intention is also that you will be inspired as you will see yourself in my experiences — and in doing so, give the information the opportunity to resonate and catalyze transformation in your life. I often say: I do not have all of the answers. I am just the “Helen Keller” of the Universe … feeling my way along. If you have found this site and choose to benefit from what I have to share, please know it’s not because I have it all figured out. I am just up front with the macheté.

We Have to Save the World Every Day

I want to be clear about how I see my purpose and the way I am changing the world. My most significant contribution is energetic. If I do nothing but keep myself a clear conduit to conduct energy into this world, then I have done what I came here to do. People always say we cannot save the world. I say we save the world every day. Every day Earth School stays open is a day saved. Jesus said greater things shall we do. I believe that and I take it seriously. Because the world today is more populated and convoluted than it was in his day, there are more obstacles and suffering and corruption now simply in terms of numbers, than then. But there are also more resources in terms of communication, technology, and consciousness now than then. We can vibrate higher now too. We need to. We have to save the world every day.

There are only a small percentage of us who know these things. The rest of the people of the Earth are in the dark, and are perpetuating the darkness. And unfortunately, even the ones who are aware, are not necessarily stepping up to their purpose. And although many begin to, most don’t follow through. It is my job to help the rare ones who are empowered to carry out their visions.

“The Problem of Increasing Human Energy”

I discovered this small book: “The Problem of Increasing Human Energy” written in 1900 by Nikola Tesla only after I had been led to understand this was in fact my soul’s purpose on Earth … to aide in the increasing of human energy. The problem part is free will. Not everyone co-operates. But, we have to work around it as we are all here to play our own unique parts in our collective evolution, and free will is the ball in the game.

A big part of my mission is to facilitate people into the most powerful expression and accelerated fulfillment of their soul’s purpose. I am here not only to conduct energy into the world myself, but to make it possible through a variety of means to help hundreds, thousands … millions??? of other people do the same. I have been given many ways to accomplish this, and an immense plan/dream/vision.

So how am I going to do this? With a lot of little things.

First, I take wonderful care of myself, enjoy my life, and stay connected:

Then I do not limit the wondrous unfolding of my visions and dreams by a sense of lack and disbelief. Having already spent most of my life already doing that, I decided to give delusions of grandeur equal time.

Then, I love everyone, I seek joy, I choose peace, and I do what I want to do every day. And what I want to do every day is build this vast and beautiful vision.

I do little tasks. I take it step by step. I put one foot in front of the other. I show up every day.

Forms of Energy

I am all about energy. I conduct energy in all of its (our perceptions of) forms. You can call it Life Force, you can call it Love, Kundalini, Chi … and Money too is just another form of energy. If you understand how energy flows, you will have a new understanding of the economics of vast purposes.

If you believe you have only so much love to give, you are not connected to the source. Do you say to your husband or daughter or girl-friend: “I’ll love you next week, or in a month or so when I have more love”?

If you believe you will have only so much money, then that’s all you’ll have. A favorite quote of mine is from the first airy fairy book for powerful rich white men, “Think and Grow Rich” by Napoleon Hill: “If you ask life for a dime, a dime is all it’ll give you.”

As for me, I choose to have access to the unlimited love and abundance of the Universe, and do so because I conduct energy though me unimpeded and without fear. As God’s love goes through me, I get to feel it on the way through and it is wonderful to feel such love for the people who come to my life. As money flows through me, I get to live well as it goes through, and I am blessed to be able to support the prosperity of many others in this world.

With the money-energy that flows through me with all of the divine ideas I have received and am carrying out, I will be the benefactor of the vast visions and dreams of the rare ones who will join me in taking personal responsibility for the healing of the Earth.

Are You Destined to Join Me?

I wish to ally with conscious people who are already effective and powerful in their lives — who have the vision of creating an amazing future and are determined to reach their potential and be a part of helping others reach theirs. I am intentionally manifesting the combining of the purposes of the very rare, very few people on this Earth today who have the courage to be completely authentic and hurl themselves into their ultimate potentiality — and have lots of fun and laughter along the way.

My companions on this journey are not ordinary. They are the Arthurs who discover the sword and have the courage and audacity, and pure naivete … to pull it from the stone and become King.

Or Queen, of course.

Are you one of the rare ones?

It’s Time To Understand HOW THINGS ARE

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The thing most people don’t understand about “Christ Consciousness” is that it was the view that Jesus had that many other people have had before and since. It’s the view we will all see from the vantage point we’re all supposed to reach eventually as we careen through lifetimes. I haven’t been looking through a restricted religious knot-hole in the fence for a long time. The wider view that I speak of includes the experience of energy rushing through our bodies, inner visions, truth that comes all in one piece — which all leads to KNOWING. Then the knowing compels us beyond being encumbered by karma and into dharma. To put it simply, in learning about and making peace with HOW THINGS ARE. You find yourself in the flow, doing what you came here at such a radical turning-point on this planet to do.

DEFINE KARMA and DHARMA

My definitions definition of karma and dharma are a mingling of the standard Indian religions (mainly Hinduism and Buddhism) definitions and my own reception, experience and understanding of truth.

I blend.

KARMA by any other name:  (referring specifically to “negative” karma, although outside of a dualistic perception, karma is neutral)

Hinduism and Buddhism — Karma

Christianity — “you reap what you sow”

Classic Physics — cause and affect

Bubba — “what goes around comes around”

Practical terms — accumulated baggage from previous lives that constantly affect you; residual baggage from childhood of your present incarnation; direct or indirect repercussions from what happened last week; the consequences of what you are doing today and other people’s karmic issues they have with you that you allow them to have with you. We are always involved in a relationship with karma, but we can cleanse the buildup of karmic debt (see: Grace) and then choose to participate exclusively in creating only good karma. This is the ideal.

Me — garbage: a collection of set-backs resulting from unwise choices

What it feels like — suffering

DHARMA by any other name:

Hinduism and Buddhism — Dharma: a more subtle concept with a richness of meaning. It can be put simply for contrast, but then so much is missed. The result is doing your purpose. The reason for the result is acquiescence to the flow. The flow is the order of nature (Natural, Divine and Universal), which is simply how things are. Our relationship to how things are is our dharma. In a dualistic mindset, that means choosing right over wrong, making moment to moment choices to raise your vibration rather than to lower it.

Christianity — “Seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and all the rest shall be added unto you.”

    • Anti-dharma: “It is hard for thee to kick against the goads.” = resistance to dharma = sin, bad karma.

Quantum Physics — freeing yourself from the bondage of physical laws and participating in the magic of creating your own reality on the wings of divine thought (the flow). It is all energy and our unified purpose in coming into earthly incarnation is to learn to manage our energy. When you are a clear conduit of pure unlimited life-force energy, the possibilities and power to fund them are unlimited.

Bubba —”The sky’s the limit.”

    • Anti-dharma:  “You can’t fight City Hall” = being resistant to the way things are, you get the shit kicked out of you, (and create more bad karma).

Practical terms — once we’ve completed karma 101 (birth sign lessons), we get on to the good stuff that we came here to do. We can also choose not to participate in other people’s derailing karma too. “God doesn’t have any grandchildren.” — Edwene Gaines

Me — unencumbered abandonment to my soul’s purpose

What it feels like — Peace

Concurrency of Karma and Dharma:

We always have a relationship to karma (as long as we believe in it) and it is possible to be in your dharma and be under the weight of karmic debt at the same time. For those of you who are awake, I think it is inescapable to be doing some expression of your dharma no matter how crippled you may feel. BUT … it’s like sailing a sailboat with a ten gallon bucket tied to the keel. It slows you down. It makes you ineffectual and limits you, only because you do not yet believe you are unlimited.

Cleansing karmic debt and removing yourself from participation in other people’s karmic debt frees you to be fully in your dharma and in harmony with the Universe. Result: Christ Consciousness and the knowledge that you came here … were sent here … to do greater things! And so you do. We can all make the choice to live our Ultimate Potentiality.

Most people who are here to bring light into the world are doing what they are supposed to be doing, but they don’t always do it wisely! That’s how we learn and evolve. I’ve been circling the drain for most of my life, learning and steadily advancing through trial and error. I arrive at this moment humbled and chagrinned and in a position to be the most effective I have ever been. I have finally gotten out of my own way.

Christianity: being tried by fire like gold to be purified.

Native American: Bat Medicine — the death of the shaman.

Buddhism: death of the ego and attachment to desire, which creates suffering.

My mother told me repeatedly as I grew up: “You have nothing to justify your existence.” It formed my view of my life and my worth. I could never shake it. I devoted my life completely to cleansing and healing from all of my childhood and early life wounds, but I could never get rid of that phrase and my foundational belief in its truth. It caused me suffering and drove me mercilessly. Now I am grateful, as it proved to be my most powerful weapon once I discovered its secret. One day, it came to me and I just turned to my ego and said: “You have nothing to justify your existence” …

What is my dharma? It can be explained many ways and it has many layers. But one very important way to say it is: I am here to facilitate the activation of other beings in this Cosmic Neighborhood on the cusp of a NEW AGE into the most powerful expression of their soul’s purpose. In short, my dharma is to help other people find and do their dharma at a critical time on this planet. Beyond that … they have to show up.

Don’t we all need some support from other people who can receive the truth? I know I long for it. As it is now, my support comes mainly from my spiritual practice that keeps me connected with my celestial support — my main form of socializing for the last couple of years. For the last many years, in preparation for what is SOON to come, I have retreated into isolation for long periods, with various forms of fasting and prayer. It is how I have done most of the really profound work and have received the vast vision I am determined to get as far with as I can.

Now I am coming out of my time of preparation. What has not killed me has made me stronger! I am ready. Have you been going through an intense time of preparation too? Don’t mistake all of your recent Lessons of Compassion for misfortune or bad karma. You have been in the Bootcamp of your life!

One of my favorite quotes is from Winston Churchill: “Never, Never, Never Quit.”

I can’t quit, but I do give up. I surrender. “I can of mine own self do nothing.”

None of us can do what we came here to do alone. Even organizations are struggling. It’s time for us to all work together. It is the new way to live, do business and THRIVE.

The time is now.

Every INFINITE Thing Just Wants To Be Loved

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We are always being tested.

Why?

Because of RAMPANT ABUSE OF FREE WILL.

Why were we given free will? To always piss off God? Probably not.

Think about it. Remember The Stepford Wives? If you could surround yourself with lovely agreeable androids who were so human in appearance and manner you could never detect they were machines and not human … who were programmed to adore you and always please you, protect you and never let you down — that would be great right?

Actually, it would only be great if you didn’t know they were only loving you because they were programmed to love you. If you knew, you would not feel loved.

“Every little thing just wants to be loved.” (The Secret Life of Bees.)

Here’s just the WAY THINGS ARE (dharma):

God, The Universe, The ALL, Spirit, Unlimited Life Force Energy … whatever you want to call, Him, Her, IT … created beings with free will so that we would have the choice to please God, The Universe, The ALL, Spirit, Unlimited Life Force Energy … whatever you want to call, Him, Her, IT. And when it is OUR IDEA to love God, The Universe, The ALL, Spirit, Unlimited Life Force Energy … whatever you want to call Him, Her, IT … He, She, IT will feel nourished, amplified, loved.

(Translation: When it is OUR IDEA to love God, God will be loved.)

“Every INFINITE thing just wants to be loved.” (Jenifer Humming.)

Free will is not our ticket to get away with sabotaging ourselves, others and the planet. Free will is not an excuse for dishonoring the wonderful gift of perfect unconditional love we are given by God, The Universe, The ALL, Spirit, Unlimited Life Force Energy … whatever you want to call, Him, Her, IT.

We never get away with it. There are always Natural Consequences (karma).

But we are loved and our Angels are doing their best to get us up to speed so we can be happy and live joy-filled lives. Why do we resist so? The problem is, our Angels respect our free will and will leave us alone if we insist. How many times do you leave a friend a voice mail or send emails they won’t answer before you give up?

If you want their attention and to live a life of purpose full of magic and miracles, you have to show up, participate, listen, act … use your free will to be a contender, not a bench-sitter or someone who doesn’t show up for the game at all.

Are you an Earth Angel? Do you have someone in your life who you love and hope loves and respects you because you are worthy to be loved and respected, not because they have to or need something from you they won’t get if they don’t at least pretend part of the time to love and respect you (enough to keep pulling you in to enable them)? Or even though you know they love and respect you, they still make choices that needlessly sabotages successful outcomes that affect everyone and everything — out of laziness, selfishness, fear … or just from the habit you ALLOWED them to form in your relationship with you.

Know anyone like that?

Do you continuously provide to a person (people) in your life opportunities (without personal agenda) to be able to succeed in reaching their goals just because you love them and want them to be happy? Do they gratefully accept all of your facilitation and soar like the eagles you know they could be?

Probably not. Probably they resist and shoot themselves in the foot by squandering your enthusiasm to help them until eventually you stop trying. How does that feel? Does it make your heart sing with joy to watch someone you love and who has UNLIMITED potential force you to separate from them?

No. It probably makes you feel sad (the other end of the polarity of joy).

That’s how the Angels feel when you have better ideas than they do and ignore their whispers— when you drag your feet, do not ACT, impose your conditions such as “I will when I can afford to … I will when I am not so busy … I will when it is a sure thing and not a risk … I will when it doesn’t require any actual commitment to stay at the plate if it gets hard … I will when I don’t have to actually have faith and can do it my way …”

Yeah, right. That’s how that works. Or NOT.

That person (or persons) is in your life as your teacher. They are there to remind you not to make the same mistakes by resisting the guidance of your Angels (or input of crucial binary data: 111111000100110011100110111111110000000010110101011111111010010011).

The test is always this: will we surrender? Will we use our free will to be on THE TEAM or will we always use our free will to slightly or perhaps not so slightly diminish the efficacy of the implementation of the Will of Heaven on Earth by failing to keep our Sacred Contracts and discouraging (not supporting as agreed) those who do?

Remember the “Butterfly Effect“?

What you decide by deciding or not deciding — and what you think and do — has an influence that goes out in ripples (exactly pi) for eternity — that can have either a gargantuan healing effect on the planet and in nourishing God, The Universe, The ALL, Spirit, Unlimited Life Force Energy … whatever you want to call, Him, Her, IT … or a devastating negative harmful effect. It is Physics, Mathmatics, Science, 3rd Dimension Piscean Reality. It is so.

But you change the whole game by playing your Quantum Trump card. That would be a powerful use of your free will.

Meanwhile your Angels (or crucial binary data: 111111000100110011100110111111110000) are waiting for your attention and God, The Universe, The ALL, Spirit, Unlimited Life Force Energy … whatever you want to call, Him, Her, IT is waiting for it to be YOUR IDEA to love Him, Her, IT.

Free will does not mean that you can establish the curriculum.
It means only that you can elect what you want to take at a given time.
The course does not aim at teaching the meaning of love,
for that is beyond what can be taught.
It does aim, however, at removing the blocks to the awareness of love’s presence,
which is your natural inheritance. The opposite of love is fear,
but what is all-encompassing can have no opposite.
This course can therefore be summed up very simply in this way:

Nothing real can be threatened.
Nothing unreal exists.
Herein lies the peace of God.

A Course In Miracles


Love is not a feeling. Love is ACTION. Love is pure energy. Love is Everything.

Every INFINITE Thing just wants to be loved.

The Adventures of New Paradigm Thinkers and Doers

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As I have mentioned before, this is a new club, blog and website. I have been carefully considering my content and intent before taking the plunge to officially put it “out there.” There will soon be a page on the menu bar titled GRC Mission that will give an overview of exactly what it is I am hoping to accomplish and how exactly I plan to do it.

I am a detail-oriented person, while at the same time my view is a vast vista that makes the phrase “seeing the big picture” seem like peering through a porthole. If you want to hear an elevator speech summarizing what I am doing, you better pick an extremely tall building.

But just to start with … why such a broad spectrum of topics and goals all on one website? Well, simply put: it is just the tip of the ice burg of who I am and my mission for being on this planet I have come to love so! There is a lot here about what I am doing anyway as I “follow my bliss.” It is a wonderful thing to monetize life-style … something I was very successful at doing as a health-retreat owner. It’s so much better than working. Doing what I love to do, living the way I want to live and sharing it with other people has yielded the feed-back more times than I can count: “You’ve saved my life.”

So in a way, the Mission of The Global Rowing Club can be summed up by saying it is a way I can can share on a very large scale. It is a way I can give people the opportunity to join me to do with me what I would be doing anyway … so they can learn to save their own lives and help other people do the same.

Does that sound dramatic and over-stated to you? DO NOT underestimate the power of self-esteem and the personal fulfillment that comes from living a life of purpose. Not only does it make life worth living for the people who find a way to discover and create it for themselves — but it is contagious!

A CLUB THAT’S A HUB

I have founded The Global Rowing Club to be a hub for people all over the world to join together to become the relentless force that will be the salvation of our planet at the 11th hour. We already all belong to this club. My intention is to create an identifiable venue that we can all share no matter where we are in the world to inspire, collect and harness the power that is within us all to change the world. There will be a day when we will raise our glasses to toast restored oceans, fresh drinking water for the children in third world countries, changed lives everywhere, renewed hope and a bright future for everyone in a Healing World.

A “VARIETY” WEBSITE

Think of this as a “variety” website that will take you all over the place — but always going in the direction of renewing energy … yours, mine and the world’s! If you take the time to absorb the multi-media material on this site, you will begin to understand the method of my madness. Everything is connected in a fascinating, fun and profound way. It is not boring. It is all about energy. There is NOTHING that is not energy. Decide to harness it and learn to master it — in yourself and for the planet. That’s what this website is about. That is what we all are about.

I want to have fun, to entertain you, to inform you, to reach you and to inspire you — because you have stumbled upon The Global Rowing Club for a reason that is personal and important to you.

Dare to be a visionary. Dare to join me and many other New Paradigm Thinkers and Doers in this adventure. There’s room for everyone in this boat!

And for your entertainment, although I am new (naive and inexperienced) to making “movies,” I will punctuate my narrative occasionally with amateurish, amusing and often-times philosophical “Sofa Movies.” There may be as many hidden messages in my little creations as in DaVinci’s Last Supper. Are you a student of nuance? If so … you may be in peril of getting sucked into another dimension.

Why not take the Red Pill? Go Down the Rabbit Hole. Come with me to Wonderland!

SOFA MOVIES ARE BORN


I’ve got a little something new. Come with me and you will too. 🙂

THE PROBLEM OF INCREASING HUMAN ENERGY

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There’s a great story about how all this started.

I have said many times: “I prototype in my head. It’s cheaper that way!” But the truth is, I go to a place that’s almost like a trance where information floods into my mind and I see something in such detail, I don’t even bother to write anything down because I know it is THERE and I can pull up the file when the time comes to prototype it in reality. But what’s even more interesting is that since I see things so clearly in my mind … I stay in a state of surprise when I realize they’re not here yet.

One morning, I was having a little talk with myself. I decided to distill into one statement once and for all my bottom-line purpose for being on this planet. And what I said aloud to sum it up in one sentence was: “My reason for being here is to raise human energy.”

But then I thought: “Well that’s problematic because humans just don’t cooperate. I need to bypass humanity and wire the planet directly to increase the energy of the entire world.”

Then I sat down and for over an hour watched pictures flood into my head about how to go about setting up an energy grid to cover the planet to bring in energy from the Universe and bring up the vibration of the planet itself, thereby raising the vibration of humans without having to rely upon their participation.

The entire time I was thinking to myself … this is odd. I have never had ideas like this go through my head before.

Later that day, I went for a long walk with a neighbor and about halfway through the walk I told her I felt like I had MEGA volts of energy going through me all the time and I could always feel myself vibrate. Then I mentioned casually that I had some unusual ideas going through my mind that morning and described them to her. She immediately commented: “That sounds like Tesla.”

I asked her who Tesla was … and she said something about inventing a coil and that Thomas Edison didn’t like him. She didn’t bring me completely up to speed as she had only a cursory knowledge of who he was.

When I got home, I did something I rarely ever did. Instead of just forgetting about the mention of something in passing … I immediately Googled Tesla and the first thing I found was a 32 page booklet he had written and published in Century Magazine in 1900. The title of this booklet is: The Problem of Increasing Human Energy.

It stunned me because it was almost identical to what I had articulated to myself only hours before.

Nikola Tesla

So I read it and was even more astounded that he chronicled in those pages the progression of the discoveries of my life to which I have devoted my life as a career! The only thing he missed on was his assertion that we needed to begin supplementing the soil with artificial fertilizers. We’ll talk more about that later.

This exact thing has actually happened more times than I can count … that I have stumbled on books or films or have attended lectures of notable authors explaining principals and information that I already knew and lived by, wrote about and made a living by in teaching (mostly by example) my retreat guests and interns and weekly Organic Raw Food Supper Club attendants — with powerful results — a fact I mention briefly in my post Flow And Grow Rich.

Then I stumbled on this: (VERY interesting … watch it when you get the chance)

The Missing Secrets Of Nikola Tesla

A few years ago I attended an invitation only certification class in Reno for using Ozone in Alternative Medicine. The other students were Physicians from all over the world. I was invited because the owners of the Canadian company that manufactured the ozone machines had purchased one of my medical devices and wanted to become a distributer of them. So to reciprocate, I purchased a high-tech ozone generator as well as a 10 LPM oxygen concentrator to use for EWOT (Google that).

The first few minutes of the class I got a STRONG feeling that I was going to invent something really ground-breaking having to do with ozone and natural health. Later that evening I dined with the owners of the Canadian company and the world’s most renowned expert on ozone as related to medical use. I asked them (because of that strong knowing that overwhelmed me earlier) who was the dead person that invented the device that could produce ozone. They gave me a name that didn’t ring a bell and I felt strangely disappointed. However, before the weekend was over, it occurred to me to Googled it.

I found this:

COLD PLASMA OZONE GENERATION

Nikola Tesla was the greatest inventor the world has ever seen. His fertile brain produced the original designs for all of the electrical apparatus now used to transmit AC power, for motors, generators, lighting, radio, radar, etc. The information about Tesla’s genius has finally been spreading in the last two decades, after decades of suppression. Less well known is Tesla’s involvement with ozone.

In 1896, Tesla was issued a patent for a corona discharge ozone generator using charged metal plates to act on ambient air. He formed the Tesla Ozone Co. in 1900 and went into production of these units. His customers were naturopaths and allopaths who welcomed this powerful therapy into their practices. Breathing of ozone bubbled through olive oil and other oils was widely practiced at this time, and the Sears catalog of 1904 offered a unit for this purpose using eucalyptus, pine and spearmint oils. Tesla produced a gel made by bubbling ozone through olive oil until it solidified, and sold it to doctors. One hundred years later, we are doing the same thing, with Nature’s Gift ozonated olive oil.

After a while, Tesla began to get complaints from some doctors that his ozone generators were burnt out. Tesla was upset by this, so he put on his thinking cap to invent a method of generating ozone that would be immune to failure. He realized that it was current flow to a hot spot on the metal anode that caused the short and the subsequent burnout, and reasoned that the way to achieve long life was to eliminate the current by eliminating the metal. That left him with an electrostatic approach, which he was fully conversant with, featuring high voltage jumping a gap, with almost no current draw.

To carry the electrostatic charge, he used inert gases in glass rods. This produced a cold plasma field which energized oxygen into ozone, and resulted in a generator that proved impervious to burnout. The unit used ambient air, and produced a small amount of ozone as it was waved over a recumbent patient, who breathed it in. Tesla farmed out production of these generators to a Canadian company. There are still some of these units from the 1920s which have been kept in use and are still working as air purifiers today, 80 years later.

Tesla felt that this invention was of such importance to human health that he did not patent it; instead he donated it freely to all of mankind. Unfortunately, this meant that eventually the idea was lost, because there was no recorded patent to look up.

If I go by the information in Think And Grow Rich … according to Napoleon Hill and about 500 REALY RICH people in the last century, Tesla sits at my Cosmic Board Table.

Cool. He’s my hero, you know.

I sort of suspect he MEANS to make The Cosmos happen … just for a starters. I’m going with the flow. I have nothing better to do.

The World Urgently Needs Renewable Energy

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My blog is new so people are being shy about leaving public comments. But it has prompted quite a few behind-the-scenes email conversations and one particular discussion on a discussion board about my radical new boat design at www.rowingillustrated.com where I gained valuable information and will update The New Boat page accordingly. I am benefiting from the input of the people who are writing me and portions of those emails or board posts I have incorporated into blog posts on my site.

Michael in Germany sent me this link of an article posted on the Cosmos Magazine web site: The World Urgently Needs Renewable Energy

I wrote him back:

I read the article from Cosmos Magazine … every aspect of our world crises they reference is addressed by The Cosmos Global Solution. Have you had a chance to view the presentations on the Cosmos Global Solution page?

THE COSMOS RENEWABLE ENERGY GLOBAL SOLUTION INTRODUCTORY PRESENTATION

THE COSMOS RENEWABLE ENERGY GLOBAL SOLUTION VIDEO

There are so many brilliant people out there who are technically adept and experts in their fields who are making things happen, but not fast enough and not on a large enough scale.

Reading that article (and the synchronicity of it being in Cosmos) made me feel like a race horse behind the starting gate with my heart pounding — waiting for the bell to ring!

I grew up an artist, a musician, a poet and a philosopher. I was never interested in mathematics or science. I have a liberal arts degree. There is no logical explanation for how, without ever being taught — I do can do anything or make anything and find solutions for things that most people think is impossible. But I can and I do.

And now I am fascinated by science and I GET it, but in a broad sense: nuts and bolts to be positioned by the nuts and bolts people.

I will explain how it came to be that I now can envision scientific solutions in a blog post I will put up soon: The Problem of Increasing Human Energy.

I am capable of delving deeply enough into the wide array of technological fields to make a strong scientific and technically detailed proposal for exactly what forms of existing technologies to use or ideas of technologies to develop, how to put them all together, how to translate the power into a single transmittable form and make reliable predictions for how much power output to expect from each Cosmos platform accounting for geographic variables.

I just don’t think there’s time for that now. Even if I could devote my full attention to it, it would still take longer than if I worked with a team of experts in every associated discipline who already know the basic and advanced principles that would take me too long to learn —  to put the million pieces of this puzzle together as fast as possible.

To reveal the Secret of what makes my contribution so invaluable is that I DON’T already know what they know. My thinking is not confined by “knowledge.”

“The gift of fantasy has meant more to me than my talent for absorbing knowledge.”

Albert Einstein

Therefore, I will naively do the impossible as I do not know it is impossible.

“Start by doing what is necessary; then do what is possible; and suddenly you are doing the impossible.”

St. Francis of Assisi

And I have quite a knack for “solving the disadvantages of prior art” and making things SIMPLE!

I promised Michael more information about my medical device and The Cosmos and have posted pages covering many of the aspects of The Cosmos from support information that I have in a large Keynote Slideshow for making presentations in person up until now. It’s under construction. I have a lot of work cut out for me to fill in these pages and probably a dozen more with the overall plan comprised of a plethora of details, questions and ideas that currently reside in my head only.

It’s what I SAY during those presentations explaining how The Cosmos platform will work and how it catalyzes and supports an entire Global Strategy for addressing every crisis our world is facing — that is the really pertinent information. I have never written it down. As in Nature, it’s not about the “parts” but the SUM OF THE PARTS and how they all work together that makes this project so magical.

Immediately after I gave a brief presentation as a guest speaker at an “Invent Alabama” meeting, the director of the organization, also educated as an engineer emailed me:

“I knew you had talked about a big idea before, but I had no idea how big, or how realistic an idea you were talking about. It is gigantic in both scope and beauty. I am most fascinated by, and impressed with, the level of detail to which you have taken your conceptualizing. The air pistons, the biomimicry paint, the fold-up sails to compensate for conflicting wave motion on opposite leaves, the technique for addressing hurricane protection. Those all show incredible ability to understand the nature of real-world problems and challenges, and arrive at practical solutions.”

He recently wrote this succinct recommendation on LinkedIn:

“Jenifer is a remarkable individual of great vision and determination. She has an incredible capacity for learning and applying that knowledge to the problem solving skills required of inventors and entrepreneurs.” December 2, 2010

Bruce KoppenhoeferOwner, Renaissance Enterprises

I will be making some changes to The Cosmos as I get more information, ideas and technology advances … it will continue to evolve. The more time I spend with it, the more it responds like an eager child who needs attention and is so willing to please. Pretty much like me.

I give credit to some emails exchanged with a local businessman for challenging me on issues I will face with hydrogen and methanol. I was also contacted by Gary Nolan and discovered some possible pieces of the puzzle from his video: The Promise of OTEC

The matter of how to transmit energy to the shore from the platforms is still up in the air … literally. Will I make all of the energy compressed air to be sent to shore through a submerged pipeline, or will I convert it all to one current to be transmitted by wire, by microwave, by laser? So much remains to be seen. Bruce Koppenhoefer contributed to addressing that challenge. (So many ways to skin a cat!) My preference was to rediscover how Tesla sent current through the air. I just figured when the time came for it to come to me, it would come to me.

Napoleon Hill suggested I recruit Jules Verne, Albert Einstein, St. Frances and Nikola Tesla to help work out the kinks. They’re on it.

Bentov And The Bell Curve

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Czech born scientist, inventor, mystic and author Itzhak Bentov drew a bell curve to illustrate the evolution of human consciousness. On the left side of the curve is the “throwbacks” from where the human animal evolved — the more primitive of our species, but still alive today in diminishing numbers. In the middle of the curve, of course, is the the majority of our planet’s inhabitants who possess an average level of consciousness, setting the standard for what is considered to be “normal”. To the far right of the curve are the few and the rare humans present on the earth at this time who have evolved to a level of consciousness that is beyond the understanding and systems of measurement that exist today. This is where all humanity is headed and it is only a matter of time before the median will reach this point and the evolved humans on the far right of the new curve will be in a form and at a level we cannot even fathom now.

He asked the question: “Where can we find these evolved humans in our world today?” The interviewer ventured that they could be found at Universities and other places where one might expect to find the intellectual elite. Bentov said no. “In mental institutions,” he said.

Society today does not know what to do with people who exist simultaneously in unfamiliar realms, which consist of anything the average human cannot see or hear or understand. That doesn’t mean they don’t exist. Our senses limit us being able to perceive only a fraction of what science has already proved is there. And yet, when someone can perceive these things without a conventional frame-of-reference to interpret the experience, it is bewildering for them, and socially unacceptable in general.

When all of your life, your paradigm has always been radically separate from what we observe as normal, there is often a desperation to be normal and fit in and muffle the gifts of this higher consciousness. This can create a form of suffering that in most cases will result in a way to deal with the world that will be judged as bad and wrong. It is the rare and courageous thing to be in this position and battle your way to a place of self-referral where you know what is normal for you is not normal for anyone else. And then it is ever rarer to have the audacity and naivete to blatantly explore what it means to be the creature that you are without the understanding, approval or support of others.

The conventional psychological community attempts to quantify and standardize lifetimes of bewildering isolation and disenfranchisement with a plethora of diagnosable personality disorders. Are they real, or just insurance codes to justify medicating brilliance? Who’s to say, but best not to judge. Better to try to understand. Author and Teacher Carolyn Myss states that each soul must have an incarnation when “the tribe” fails them, releasing them to be on a solitary journey in that life to be free to evolve at their own rate.

While I don’t consider myself to be at the extreme right of the bell curve, this solitary journey has been my experience. Am I diagnosable? Am I committable? I guess it depends on your paradigm and your agenda and your position of power over my life as to whether I get to stay free. So far I have escaped awarding anyone with that kind of power over me.

It never occurred to me not to be free. And and somehow I have managed, perhaps because I didn’t know any better, to create a life full of miracles and magic seemingly out of thin air without ever hurting anyone.

Do I suffer more than most? Yes, absolutely I do. I go through life with the feeling of someone visiting a nursing home where all of the residents are in a state of blissful dementia. They are all just as happy as can be and don’t know they are oblivious to reality. If I were presented with the option to become like them … one of them … to be happy and free of the constant discomfort of this awareness, I would not choose it. I couldn’t. So not only am I choosing to be as I am, I am embracing it, and I am going to push my limits as far as I can before I get caught!

~ Jeni Humming, April 2007